Cleaning process will begin soon!

Its always been difficult finding a word to start your post and i need to get my brain work faster or i might get stuck somewhere in the middle.sometimes,i have thought blocking but still want to start writing even though i know that i will messed up with all the words and grammars later on.

Today is Thursday but I don't even start preparing my bag and packing all the stuffs to go to Dungun this coming Sunday.My aunt`s has booked me a month ago and i promised to help her with all the wedding`s preparation especially cleaning the house.I can imagine how difficult it will be,the house so big and every single space in it needs to be fix,i mean there`s lots of things to be done.you have to clear all of the unwanted stuffs,throw away all the unused materials and it must be a lot of washing,mopping and cleaning..I can`t finish it by myself,alone and i really need my cousin`s to help me with all those things..We need to work together...

I will give my best to makesure the house looks neat and tidy on the wedding`s day..For the moment,I don't know how severe my aunt`s house is,but i need to do some checklist first before starting anything.In addition to that,i also need to ask my aunt for any priority that she felt i have to do it first.However,i have one problem here, regarding my practical that will be started on 14 June 2010 which is 2 days after the wedding.the problem is, i need to have an enough preparations so that i wont feel blank or empty on my first day of clinical practice..I want to give a very good impression because last time when i went there for my practical session during my diploma level, i didn't do well..Therefore, i want to prove that this time i can perform better and be more confident..Currently,I`m very busy finding the topic for my research..I can tell you how tough it is..I need to arrange an appointment with my supervisor,checking my email plus searching for current and update research and articles as a reference...But, I know i can handle it even though i`m at my aunt`s house,doing two things at one time.Whatever it is,I need to clarify with her first so that i can have my own time to do those studies thing..I can manage it and i guess it is not such difficult as i thought it could be..Believe in yourself, be sincere in everything you do..Insyaallah, He will help you on your way down to success....

Talking about my practical,i still feel nervous about it,u know its been about 2 years i left hospital and not applying my knowledge towards patients..what i need to do is refresh back all the practice,lessons and knowledge i gained when i was in diploma and combine with all the things i know during my degree.it should be okay i guess....good luck to me!! :)